There are moments when everything just seems to click – the music, the people, the energy around you. For me, that happened at the Jazzvallei Festival, a sun-soaked haven of rhythm and freedom, hidden in the hills of southern France. I had gone alone, something I do more often than not. Not because I don’t enjoy company, but because I believe some encounters only happen when you leave space for the unexpected.
The sun was dipping below the hills as I wandered across the festival grounds. In one hand I held a fresh lemon soda, in my head still echoing the tones of the previous set. That evening, my senses felt sharper, and my social inhibitions slightly loosened. Earlier that week, I had explored N-Ethylpentedrone (NEP) in a controlled setting – a product from Aimimichem, known for its clarity and openness-inducing qualities. Strictly not for consumption, of course, but the analyst in me wanted to observe its effect – how people connect, how conversations begin.
That’s when I saw him: a guy with a silver sax slung casually on his back and a wide-brimmed hat that provided more flair than shade. He stood just beyond the crowd, somehow a part of it and yet completely on his own wavelength. Our eyes met. Not briefly, but with the kind of glance that silently says, “hey, you feel this too.”
I walked over, no hesitation, none of my usual filters.
“Jazz or funk?” I asked, smiling.
He grinned back. “Sax or soul,” he replied.
His name was Matteo. A musician from Turin, traveling solo – just like me. No strict plans, just a ticket, a tent, and an open mind. We started talking, naturally about music, but also about what it’s like to lose yourself in a crowd of strangers and somehow find yourself again. The words flowed. No small talk, no awkwardness – just genuine connection.
We wandered together from one stage to another, from food trucks to hidden dance corners. The world felt slower, more grounded, as music drifted across the open fields. I noticed how tuned-in I felt to every detail: the way people’s feet moved to the beat, the play of light in the leaves above us, the rhythm pulsing through my chest. Everything felt sharper, deeper.
At one point, Matteo pulled out his sax. “Want a little improvisation?” he asked as we stood under an old sycamore tree, far from the main stage. What followed wasn’t a performance but a conversation in sound. He played, and I listened – not just with my ears but with my whole body. People gathered, some danced gently, others just closed their eyes and let it wash over them.
We ended that night lying in the grass, beneath a sky full of stars, surrounded by strangers who suddenly felt like long-lost friends. We talked about dreams, about home, about what it means to feel truly connected. And somewhere between those conversations, I realized that NEP – essentially a research substance – had acted exactly as I had hoped: as a catalyst for real, unguarded connection. Not overwhelming, not chaotic. Just open.
The next morning, as the first light crept over the hills and we sipped on our coffee, Matteo and I exchanged contact details. No grand promises, no drama – just a quiet understanding that this wouldn’t be the last time. We had started as strangers, but the festival – and maybe just a little NEP-fueled curiosity – had turned us into sax mates in four simple bars.
What did I take away from that experience? That true connection needs no plan – only presence. That the most beautiful encounters often happen in the space between the notes. And that curiosity – whether scientific or human – is always rewarded.
Next year, we’ll be back. Maybe in a different country, on a different field. But definitely with the same open hearts, the same rhythm… and a touch of jazz.
Used Products:
– NEP

